There is something wrong Heli
Can’t figure it out
Too many tears fall
But what’s it about
All seems to be well
No reason to cry
So what do I fear
While not knowing why
Time’s before I’d thought
Sad of the back-end
That I would not write
For my closest friend
It’s not that I had
Poems to unfurl
But then that was when
A best friend’s a girl
The few guys I loved
They stirred up a lot
Enchanted by which
Something they had sought
They’d take all my words
A piece of my heart
And I’d know it’s wrong
Soon after the start
But with you, it’s true
You meet me half way
With movies at night
Yet miles away
So ‘why,’ I would think
Why can’t I just hold
The words for a friend
Who’s nothing but gold
A partner in crime
So caring and green
Inside of my heart
Despite space between
A soul that’s so nice
Humble with good taste
Aware and refined
Decidedly graced
The type you should want
I think that it’s so
And I’d wish to feel
Since I did not “know”
And I’ve always thought
You’ll know if it’s there
So I sought to see
Your level of care
Sort of thought you’d think
Then share how you feel
Allow me to see
And feel for the real
And just like life would
You’d surely convey
That you feel the same
With few words to say
The same meaning this
I am in your heart
Your catch being that
We’re too far apart
So it’s not as if
You said less than I
But knowing your choice
I began to cry
I cried lots of tears
Though could not explain
For I had not “known”
Thus how could I blame
But this thing in me
Showed out of the blue
I’d say ‘yeah, just friends’
Still hoping you “knew”
You knew of my worth
For I’m your best friend
That you’d save the plot
Give us a good end
But still I’m unsure
For I do not “know”
Yet I bring it up
Like I can’t let go
And here is the thing
Somewhat of a craze
There hadn’t been words
And now words for days
Days like I miss you
Or I’m feeling sad
So sorry for this
And please don’t be mad
There’s one single fact
I want what we’ve got
Which makes it absurd
That we’ve ever fought
And sometimes I think
Emotions in flight
What if what is wrong
It’s everything’s right